New xanga..

http://www.xanga.com/Shhh_Whisper

In the past like few hours i've realized that things have completely changed. Everything kinda flipped around. I just feel like everything's changing right under my feet and I can't do anything about it. I miss some things soo much, but there are other things, i'm just glad i'm through with even though it hurting me. I've been making some amazing new friends, but i'm not forgetting my old ones or replacing them. They still mean everything to me. Me and Patrick were actually really good friends, but something happened and .. well we aren't just that great right now. Oh well, things will work out eventually I guess. I'm kinda learning to stop worrying about stuff though because 98% of it really doesn't matter THAT much. It's just stupid teenage stuff. lol

Anyways. Tomorrow should be fun.

I get to see Catherine and Christian and Catlin and Amanda.
So its gonna be dandy.

I need something to do this week. GIVE ME SOMETHING TO DO!
Someone call me. Seriously. PLEASE

So I only have like 3 more days here. Unless you count Saturday which is the ride back. As much as I hate being here and I didn't wanna come.  I'm thankful for everyday i've been here. It has given me a chance to relax and not care what happens in Tennessee. As much as i'm extremely happy to go home, I would give anything to stay another week here. We went to an amusement park the other night and it was incredible. I had so much fun and felt like a little kid. I think I rode like every ride they had even if I did feel like I would throw-up. I did end up getting pink eye 'cause of the gay water from the park. Even though I think the guy that like stalked us the whole night gave it to me 'cause he thought I called him a loser, which I swear I didnt. My eye doesn't hurt though so its all good. But I didn't wanna leave the park at all. It was so much fun and I felt free and when the air was blowing in my face on the ride .. it was just like wow. It was an amazing feeling. I've also got to spend sometime with my grandparents that I usually only see like once a year. My grandmother helped me alot 'cause I can talk to her about alot of stuff. Shes awesome. And as strange as this sounds .. I actually had an intelligence talk with my 9 year old sister. It was quite funny. Now that i'm here .. I really don't wanna leave. But i miss my Kitty, Kitlin, and Raven ALOT. As soon as I get back i'm having like the biggest party week ever at Kitty's house. lol

Oh yeah, I totally forgot to tell yall about this like last week. But yeah, my sister like almost drowned in the ocean. She couldn't reach and the under-tow had her. My dad had to like run out there and get here [I've never seen him run so fast in my life] He couldn't reach when he got out there and he wasnt getting much progress done and the lifeguard was talking and didn't see her. But, my dad finally got her in and what was funny was the fact that my sister was laughing through it all. I guess she didn't see the real danger in it. My mom was so mad, she was about to go cuss out the lifeguard. lol

Mhm. Yeah. Ily